I'm in a funk.
I'm not angry, I'm not sad, I'm not happy.
I'm just disinterested.
I keep thinking I'll wake up and today will be a better day but it isn't.
I know this feeling won't last forever but it doesn't make my life any happier. Then I feel guilty because I can't get out this mood. I hate being such a whiny hateful creature.
Why can't I find the good? My life isn't horrible but I just want to run away from my life and disappear into nothing.