Friday, May 7, 2010

Funk

I'm in a funk.

I'm not angry, I'm not sad, I'm not happy.

I'm just disinterested.

I keep thinking I'll wake up and today will be a better day but it isn't.

I know this feeling won't last forever but it doesn't make my life any happier. Then I feel guilty because I can't get out this mood. I hate being such a whiny hateful creature.

Why can't I find the good? My life isn't horrible but I just want to run away from my life and disappear into nothing.


Tirz

5 comments:

  1. I've been in a funk too. However I just picked up a book entitled, Code Theory and Cryptography and now I'm excited to learn something new.

    ann

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  2. Nothing wrong with being in a funk. I do not trust people who cannot own the fact that they too, no matter how blessed or inspired take an occasional dip. It makes you appreciate the non-funks that much more. You're just human. Hope your dip is a narrow one...

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  3. I have an award for you! It's the Sweet Award!

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  4. Here here. Me too. Totally hormonal. (I think).
    There is a cure.
    Drink lots of wine.
    Watch "Joy Luck Club", or "Bridget Jones Diary".

    You will feel better.
    Promise :)

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  5. It seems we are all in a funk. As my ma-in-law would say "You got yourself into it, you can jolly well get yourself out of it". I don't know if I appreciate her words of 'wisdom' or just want to scream at her.

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