I am a person eaten up with doubts. Big ones, little ones, the doubts linger. Sometimes I think my covers, my book trailers aren't bad. Then I start to wonder if its really good enough or are people just blowing smoke up my butt. Nice is nice but without truth, no one grows as a person or a worker.
So then I worry that spending money on continuing school to get my Graphic Design degree is a waste of money.
What if I do all the work and spend all that money and have nothing to show for it?
Sigh.
Can you ever really be sure of what direction you should move in?
Of course I think the same things about my writing. I am just mediocre at so many things. Not bad but not the best. For once in my life, I want to be the best.
Is that wrong?
Tirz
You make a lot of book covers. I look at them all. Some I like, some I don't. But, that's why you make so many examples. Could I do what you do? No. Do I like your book trailers? Yes. I'm plagued with doubt too. Sometimes I write a great chapter and people who read it, tear it apart--that's when my doubts creep in.
ReplyDeleteI just hate this feeling that I don't know where to go, where to put my energy. I feel like I'm running in circles.
ReplyDeleteyou know?
Tirz