Wednesday, July 6, 2011
I am a person eaten up with doubts. Big ones, little ones, the doubts linger. Sometimes I think my covers, my book trailers aren't bad. Then I start to wonder if its really good enough or are people just blowing smoke up my butt. Nice is nice but without truth, no one grows as a person or a worker.
So then I worry that spending money on continuing school to get my Graphic Design degree is a waste of money.
What if I do all the work and spend all that money and have nothing to show for it?
Can you ever really be sure of what direction you should move in?
Of course I think the same things about my writing. I am just mediocre at so many things. Not bad but not the best. For once in my life, I want to be the best.
Is that wrong?