Wednesday, July 6, 2011


I am a person eaten up with doubts. Big ones, little ones, the doubts linger. Sometimes I think my covers, my book trailers aren't bad. Then I start to wonder if its really good enough or are people just blowing smoke up my butt. Nice is nice but without truth, no one grows as a person or a worker.

So then I worry that spending money on continuing school to get my Graphic Design degree is a waste of money.

What if I do all the work and spend all that money and have nothing to show for it?


Can you ever really be sure of what direction you should move in?

Of course I think the same things about my writing. I am just mediocre at so many things. Not bad but not the best. For once in my life, I want to be the best.

Is that wrong?



  1. You make a lot of book covers. I look at them all. Some I like, some I don't. But, that's why you make so many examples. Could I do what you do? No. Do I like your book trailers? Yes. I'm plagued with doubt too. Sometimes I write a great chapter and people who read it, tear it apart--that's when my doubts creep in.

  2. I just hate this feeling that I don't know where to go, where to put my energy. I feel like I'm running in circles.

    you know?